I just got aware that, to be a good artist and improve your art skills, you need to make it your job, or just be jobless, all in all, you get burned from it, or you die of hunger. I'm not gonna enter in much details, but my job leaves me very exahusted and I barely wanna do anything else than just sleep or play a game ocassionaly (that if my parents leave me and don't ask me to do chores and stuff), my time of a content creator ended up some years ago when my job started to be more demanding, and sadly I can't really get a better one due the fact all of them are even worse than the one I am right now, and throwing off the bonus I have here for all the years I was working in my current one is stupid. That I don't feel lately very good morally, I'm living some bad times here, each day that passes I have less and less free time, due family and job.
